I have always thought ,,, held the belief... believed that my mental maturity has remained the same since I was about six. I am of the opinion that how I saw the world when I was six was how I see the world now. There has been no change, no development, no maturity. I was born an old man and I am ok with that. I am more than ok with that, I like it. Unfortunately an honest analysis of this belief would show it to be inaccurate. Incorrect. This was proven again to me last night when I read old entries of this diary. Periodically I will do this. Reading them I was forced to wonder why anyone would enjoy reading my diary back then. I also discovered that there has been significant growth in my maturity levels.
I watch Mysterious Skin today. Overall I was happy with the movie rendition of the book, but (of course) the book is better. The movie felt rushed. While looking up actors on IMDB I came across a board posting asking if Neil and Brian ended up together, if the poster was correct in asking this. Did others share his or her belief. After (mentally) questioning the intelligence of the poster, I then began to wonder about this obsession that some people have with fictional characters coupling up. I have nothing insightful to say about the subject. It Is worse than that, I have nothing to say about the subject.
I know this could have been done better.
